Because my crappy boyfriend a- didnt answer the phone, and b- didnt call/text me back.  and he KNEW I was calling.

Abi is not a happy bunny.  She's also slightly drunk, as she was about ready to cry in the Uni Bar earlier, so had to distract herself.

I'm also really nervous about talking to him too, cuz I called him at work, needing help with our window display (etc etc etc, bored cards and what ever else have you), was hoping just to speak to his asst manager, and not have the awkwardness of talking work with him.  But no.  That didnt happen.  So ended up talking to him, which was nice till I said I'd call him this eve, as texts haven't been arriving ect, and he said "Yeh, I need to talk to you about those".  SHIT!  I'm really nervous now.  He said it wasnt anything bad, but still!  He didnt answer his phone this eve - it went straight to voicemail after a few seconds of silence.  So text him, but of course, no reply.  No reply from helen either!  Fuck, I'm feeling the love this eve.

So my probably non-sensical rant is over, and I'm now going to attempt to cheer myself up with hunting a hug from Pete or Nath, or watching Music and Lyrics.

Ugh... Dead not happy....


I bet you're so happy to have wasted a few mins of your day reading that, arent you?!

Philli, Livvy, I love you kids!
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

You cheered me up no end today!  Thankyou for the postcard my dear!!

It is now on my pinboard.

It is one of very few things on there, as I didnt really bring anything to put up :S  Never mind.  I'll think of something.

Everyone's gone to bed on my corridor now, boring sods... But it's probably for the best, as my first lecture starts at 9 tomorrow, grr....

Love you muchly Livvykins!

Oh, and we havent really got any bushes around, but I will continue the search!  I'm bound to find one eventually.

xxxxxxx

Actually, I wont do two posts, I'll separate it into two. *goes back to subject line*

Phillipa!!  Helloooo.  Hope Rugby went well, sorry for interrupting it.  Lovely pic of you in guiding mag, and very good article on FF in the flyer.

Talk to both of you soon.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Current Location: Uni
Current Mood: blah

I want to go to Biggleswade.  Put simpley!  I miss James, and now he's dissappeared and hiding away in his 3 foot square store waaaaay out in the middle of nowhere.  I reeeeeeally dont like the woman who's replaced him.  She's just... ARGH!  Drives me mental.  She's lazy, immature, patronising, bitchy, illogical, uncooperative, incompetant, offensive, self obsessed, obnoxious, and started it all with one of those bloody hand shakes that piss me off!  Kind of a general wave of my fingertips, because I'm too weak to give a proper hand shake, and just dont want to touch you...  Ugh...  Really dont get on with her.

James, on the other hand, was lovely!  He actually worked.  Managed to balance working downstairs in the store with doing all his paperwork, wages etc, and was really helpful.  Though, did take me a while to train him NOT to sound surprised if I offered to do anything...  Plus, he had an awesome goatee :P  And now I'm a bloody supervisor, Charlie pawns everything off onto me, and work is just super stressing me out if she's around.  I'm fine if it's just the guys, Pete, Gary, Sy etc, but as soon as that bloody woman is there, it's just stress piled on stress!

I proper dont like her.... Noone else did either, but I went in last saturday, happy to give her a fair chance.  She blew it with the handshake, and then bitching about the manager 2 mins after meeting me!  Pete is awesome, not the best way to start by undermining the manager to the staff, is it?  especially on Helen's first day... She's got a proper anti-Charlie crew.  I really hope we get rid of her.  That or I go.  September wont come fast enough in that respect.

Bloody hell... I've managed to rant for that long.... I should really stop.  I like working with and as one of the guys, much better than with Charlie ash and Helen.  I just cba right now...I've given her more than a fair chance, and I much prefer working during the week, with the guys, and getting stuff done.  I'm gunna have to memorise the rota, and tell pete I cant do days she's in!  Shr also made the mistake of bitching about me to helen.  which I laughed about.

And now I'mlacking enough energy to continue.

Cya! x

Well, I haven't been onto the computer in ages.   Hence noone getting comments/messages/emails/anything really... I have been low on texts, and generally unable to talk to many people.  So I'm sorry!!!  I love yoooou!  And once I'm back on track with everything, I will be able to talk much much much more often.

And before you think I'm avoiding you. (Although, if you were going to think it, you probably already did...) I'm not!  Really.  I've missed people so much (Yes Philli and Livvy.... That's you guys).

All in all, I just felt I needed to ramble and apologise.  So, check and check.  SORRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!   Tis a new month, so can start texting people again.


Love you muchly - you two in particular!

A  *who will be gone for probably another week....*

Pretty much my most hated day of the year (hyped up and all the shizz I really cant be arsed to write about, that everyone knows anyways).

Last years was pretty good - mainly because most people were single, and we just pratted about in town.  This year, everyone's coupled up.  So I went to London town with Thomas, as he's a bum, and wanted to go there.

I spent most of today waiting... and during those long periods of waiting (and looking like I'd been stood up, on this of all days!) I realised that today really reflected my love life in general - waiting forever, for a brief time of fun and laughter, to then rush off for some reason or another.

I was sat in St Pancras station for an hour (ended up having two hot chocs - and getting lots of funny looks).  There had been a fatality on Tom's track, so he was delayed for an hour.  What fun.  But I proved that he is bad at directions, and I don't need a map to find my way around =P  Had a good day after that, when he finally showed up.  Has been AGES since I last saw him.  2 months or something...  but yeh.  fab day.  Then we had to wait for his mummy to show up.  She did, so I ran off to get my train.  Sat next to a rather good looking guy in a suit, and waited for the train to go, and get to huntingdon.  Helen and Aaron convinced me to third wheel at the pub again, to then get a text to say "we're gunna be late, you ok to wait 15 mins?"  so, yet more waiting.  (by the by, if anyone's still reading this, I would be bloody amazed... it's VERY dull!).  They showed up, walking from god only knows where... spent an hourish in the pub, then took aaron to the station.  to then wait for another damn train!  Grrr.... Frustrated, but enough vodka in my blood to keep me calm.

Much love to all on this crappy of shitty days!  xxxx  And long live Pirate Bruno!  and spawn of bruno...

Current Mood: cranky

Well, it's Christmas Eve.  and it really doesnt feel like it!  Plus I'm feeling slightly miserable, with little clue as to why.  Had a fairly good day today.  Was a laugh!  Loved working.  even if it was all putting labels on everything, and slightly odd flirting!  All started when Duncan passed me on the stairs and blew me a kiss.  Confussed me, but figured he must be pratting about etc.  then we progressed through the day to giving each other varying pet names (suger pie was an interesting one =S)  and just generally being overly nice, but in a mocking kind of way... but as always, that managed to screw me up!  Cuz, I dont know, but I kind of like the guy (though that could just be that I'm desperate).  But yeh, that screwed with my head nicely!  Especially as he's been generally very nice to me since I started working there.  and he's not that nice to Charlie etc.  I dunno... I'm probably looking for something to be there when it's obviously just not there!

And I cant forget the dream I had last night!  It didnt really screw me up, which is odd... Because most of it was about Pestilence.  (not actual pestilence. the person - pestilence).  I cant remember most of it.  All I really remember is that I had his bag.  Philli was there.  and then I went to some musically thing (which I took to be a way of my mind saying Tom was there, but not in body, kind of thing).  Also talked to Richard (obviously, still in the dream) about why he broke up with his gf etc.  Screwed up is my mind.

And now to go eat jelly tots.

xxxxx

Well, I got 6 hours sleep last night, and I'm really awake... so I thought I would come onto this pretty crap site, and write a blog thing about last night, as I have nothing else to do.  Other than talking to Tom, who, for some reason, also didnt get much by way of sleep last night.

Anyway, enough random rambling in that paragraph!  Let's start a new one.  Argh!  Tom just left me!  Damn him...  (this, by the way Phillipa, is not Bedford Tom, but in fact Toilet Roll Tom.)  I still feel really hyped up from last night.  Twas pretty damn good.  I WILL get Mark dancing properly next year.... *mutters to self*  Quite glad he liked his Date though.  That was a good laugh.

Everyone looked really good (I spent the first half of the night looking at all the Upper Sixth's proper ball gowny things, thinking... I tried that one on for prom last year... I tried that one too... And that... That one looked shit on me, but fabulous on her... etc, you get the picture.)

The Food - ok, MY food, was good, nothing to complain about.  Well, other than veggies being slightly cold, but I dont mind that!  The pate was good, the chicken was good, and the pecan pie was delicious!  Mark's food was slightly off-putting though... Dont particularly like people's dinner staring at you through the evening...  I cant believe Mark didnt Kiss it!  Silly boy... if you're going to eat a fish, at least have the decency to kiss it!

The presentations were a good giggle.  Well done to all of them!  Though, am REALLY unsure as to why Gallag started crying...  :S   Well, I got a bit distracted there, but I'm back again to type some more.

Music wasnt bad - could have been better, but meh.  Didnt dance much, (I wonder if that was because my date kept being stolen?) but sat and watched the others, which was a good laugh anyways.

Erm... Dont think there was anything else to say about that... so shall stop there for that.

But off to Philli's this evening - should be good fun!  Even if I wont know anyone else :P  Ah well, I can do sociable.  Now... What to wear?!

Flag Fen tomorrow too.  Better clear some space on my phone for Lots of pics!  Mwahaha.

Right, think that's it... no doubt there will be another post if I've forgotten anything!

Current Location: home
Current Mood: awake

I am rather confussed by this site... Meh, C'est la vie, I'll figure it out soon enough.

Well, that's it for my first post!  Exciting eh?

Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Madness - Cardiac Arrest